Away from school, less complications!

So I am enjoying my weekend, doing absolutely nothing. Although I have to study A LOT! My midterms are approaching but I am doing absolutely nothing. I just facebook, all day long! I blog and I chat with my friends. I have tried opening books but I shut them every time I open them up. Then I return back to my laptop. That is all that I do these days!

By the way, I feel important to mention over here that I have been a little naughty over the weekend and I have been stalking people on facebook, and when I say people, I mean 'this girl' and 'a guy'. Now I think that 'this girl' has a major crush on 'a guy' and she LOOVES his attention! Absolutely! She puts on statuses for him and she puts on bumper stickers for him. 'This girl' is a friend of mine and I have noticed some change in her attitude. She would NEVER agree that she is crushing on him, but I have talked about this to a lot of people. And everyone drew out the same conclusion: 'this girl' likes 'a guy'. Now 'this girl' and 'a guy' are always chatting on statuses through comments and everything. It seems really stupid, how hard 'this girl' has fallen for 'a guy'!! I just know she has fallen for him.

Now I really don't know if 'a guy' has fallen for this girl or not. 'Cos as far as I know 'a guy' likes someone else and only takes 'this girl' as a friend. I don't know how accurate my presumption is but 'this girl' certainly likes 'a guy'! No doubts about that!! Na-un!

So anyway, I have been stalking both of them since yesterday, visiting their wall and reading through their conversations and analyzing them. I relate 'this girls' bumper stickers and other such stuff to 'a guy' and everything seems soo obvious! I feel like screaming DUH at the top of my lungs.

Yesterday, I showed all the conservations and stuff that they had on facebook to my cousin. I was acting out all the lines that were written as 'this girl' and 'a guy'. We laughed our head off! GOSH, that was funny! :P

Life is more fun, when the cursed name of 'high school' doesn't interfere the sweet lyrics of my life. I have awful fun at home, doing nothing. Anyway, life puts forth challenges and you have to skid through those. I try my level best to skid through my challenges, with God's help. I hope God gives everyone the courage to move on with life.

Anyway, I'll be reaching a 50th post pretty soon and I am thinking of doing something special! I'll let it be a surprise! :) Happy Sunday people! :)

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It's always the same guy girl thing!! :/

So I got in the English literary society!! YAY ME!! :) I am really happy. The 'Gothic inside' guy didn't make it though. I think it was a little awkward, you know, me getting in; he is really good at English too, maybe better than me and he should have gotten in. Oh well, I hope he gets something else, equally good or maybe better.

Finally I have something to look forward to in college other than the antics of those freakin' assholes in my class. Okay, so maybe this is the point where my readers might notice a difference. My blog readers might be surprised at how much I have been abusing lately. But trust me, I have a valid reason for that. I am sick and tired of people in my grade, they seem soooo irritating and stupid. Writing it all here on my blog makes me feel better whenever I look at them making fun of me or quietly passing a comment about me. It keeps me calm through those situation, helps me not getting into a fight with them. My heart dances a little funky dance whenever I they do something bad to me, 'cos those freaks don't know that a bunch of people in far off countries know them as assholes. The thought never lets me down!! In fact it makes me stronger and more confident through the day, I don't give a damn about what they do or say, I have an online journal and people who care!! (Even though my readers are really small in number!!) 

But, what if I am mistaken about them. What if I just think that they are commenting on me when they don't even care??? Well if it is so, though I know it's not, than I will apologize to them on my blog. For now I am sure it ain't so!

So anyway, there is this guy in my class, Mr.T, who has a girlfriend. I really don't know if he is serious with her or not but he is a big flirt and a pervert and a...okay, that is a different story. So he is a big flirt and he flirts with this really nice girl in my grade. It is so annoying, I mean he eyes her in such a weird way, and no wonder the girl really likes his attention and likes it when he sits partners with her. BUT IT IS STILL SO FREAKIN' SICK! I just keep telling myself that I can't take control of everything now; can I?

I also really really hate it when guys and girls go all physical with each other for no good  reason. I mean why would you want to touch some guy's hand or let that guy touch you or ruffle that guy's hair and stuff like that, if you are 'just friends' with that guy. Gosh, it seems so gross!!! :/ If this is how the friend business works, I sooo don't want to stick around for the relationship business. I have guy friends too, but we never go physical, I always keep my distance. That is how people from a respectable Pakistani society should act. Only if we valued our culture and the boundaries it has set for us. Only if... but who cares anymore???

I guessI have babbled enough for today. Please add me on Facebook. :)

Toodles :)

Juniour year! Again!!

So I haven't posted about my crazy twisty weird junior year since I don't know when. I don't get enough time to write on, although there is sooo much going on!

To begin with, the 'Gothic inside' guy found out about my blog and that is the reason I had to shut my blog for a while. Then I had to make him promise not to access it and then make the blog accessible again. Now he has been asking me since then to let him read the blog. And all I can muster as an answer is 'no'. When he asks why, I say it's not just meant for people who belong to the place I babble all the time about. What else can I say "Oh no, I can't let you read it 'cos it is filled with crap regarding you and a lot of other people from junior year. Stuff that people are not supposed to know even exists in my mind." Yeah right! This online diary is SOOO not meant for people about whom it is written! It is filled with crap.

By the way, I think I should find another name for the 'Gothic inside' guy. He really ain't that Gothic although he is a little freaky. Okay not just a little, maybe a wee bit more than that. He does a really weird thing with his eyebrows, moving them frantically up and down; makes him look like a freak! And then he can contort his tongue in a really eerie way, that makes him look like a freak as well. Other than that he isn't that bad a guy, in fact he is a good friend now. So we'll just call him...ummm...okay why don't you people select a name. You have been reading about him for a long time. For now I'll just stick with 'Gothic inside' guy! 

Okay, so there are some guys in  my grade, who can get killed anytime this week! You wanna know why?? Simply because I HATE them so darn much, that I won't mind killing them. I mean what is their problem?? I don't talk to them, don't mingle up with them, never did anything bad to them..WHY THE HECK ARE THEY AFTER ME??? Freakin' assholes (sorry for that, but I am really pissed off!) One of them keeps pointing and laughing at me and mimes whatever I say!! And the other one, he is just bothered about every freakin' thing that I do! I hate even looking at their faces. They even seem like perverts to me! ASSHOLES!!

But I rather not fight anyone! So I just hide my menacing emotions for those abominable hideous dorks and move on as if I don't notice anything.

High School is soooo complicated!!!

Anyway, I created a Facebook badge, please add me. Talking of Facebook I think I have just had too much! I am turning into an addict. I keep playing Farmville all the time or socializing with people or taking stupid applications. I just can't stop, just can't freakin' stop. (Okay, is the word freakin' starting to sound a little weird to you!!) 

I interviewed for the English literary society today, I hope I get in. My interview went really good. The 'Gothic inside' guy auditioned with me as well. His interview went pretty good as well. Let's see what happens!

After this I'll visit some of my favorite blogs. I am thinking of giving my blog a makeover, please tell me what do you think of the idea, should I give it a make over or should I let it be. I have to study loads but I sooo don't feel like it. Please add me on Facebook! :)

Toodles!

Obsessed with being obsessed!

25 July 2oo9, Last night I used crazy Facebook applications till 4 in the morning. I was not able to sleep properly and I am still yawning like hell! I was chatting with my friends discussing the crazy twist my life just took yesterday... What was that crazy twist; you people so don't wanna know! So there I was sitting on my my bed with my fingers crazily moving around the keyboard and my mind processing a lot things at once, when one a small corner of my mind took the liberty to break it to me that I am obsessed with being obsessed! That small corner of my mind suddenly started to conquer the busier and pre-occupied areas of my mind until my hands rested over the keyboard and my mind was in complete peace to pursue the idea, without other thoughts tagging along! Is it true, am I really obsessed with being obsessed? Well, to support my the point that I am not, I virtually pushed the play button in the 'flashback' area of my mind and reviewed the last two days! How did I spend those days...Well the days were spent in front of the laptop! Here are some highlights of what I actually did on the computer: -I was Facebook-ing the whole day -I watched the video, in which Kristen Stewart decides not to kiss Rob on stage in the MTV movie awards, like a billion times. -I watched 'A walk to remember' and thought about it till I slept. -My cousins, who were over, got sick of me doing the same things over and over again! CONCLUSION: I am obsessed with being obsessed! I take everything to the extremes, I think a lot! My mind is like a maze which is so damn confusing that sometimes even I get lost in it!!! Huh!!! Thank you Mr. Small Corner for putting one more thing in my already too heavy brain! I think now I need supports on my shoulder to keep my head in its place 'cos pretty soon it'll fall down because of the weight!