A boring sunday post.

I am turning into a lazzzyyy freak! I don't feel like doing anything except for Facebook and TV these days. I go to high school, come back home, sleep like a baby, wake up, watch TV, facebook, read a book and then in my comfy bed again!

As usual, I have loads on my mind, high school, friends, life, college, future, exams and a lot of junk. Now what I need to do is clean up the junk in my mind and focus on really important stuff. I have finally settled in my high school and by settling in I mean that now I don't give a damn about what others think about me, like I used to. I had this bunch of people in my grade who used to give me a freakin' tough time but I figured that they only give me a tough time, cos I care. When I stopped caring, things, they did stopped mattering! And above all I have the most wonderful group of friends around me, so high school is really not a pain anymore. :) We have such a good time together, that I hardly get time to think about what others are doing!

Anyway, we have a science fair coming up in February and I have been working for that these days. Yesterday, I went over at my friend's place to work for the project and there was this another guy from our class who came too. He happens to be in our project group. So he came and we worked together and talked loads. It was fun, except for this point that the guy was being awfully weird and filmy and melodramatic. I mean, he was talking in lines from the films. It was soo stupid! So stupid! It felt weird!

I would also like to thank all those readers who read my 50th post and shared my excitement with me. -yeah I do get excited about small stuff-

I would like to express my utmost gratitude to Ayak, for posting about me on her blog and giving me a blog award! :) I would like to thank Galikea, Mel and Amy Grohndahl for being such regular readers and leaving wonderful comments.

So there were two readers who commented last time and I was not able to return there comments. And there is this thing that I am really intrigued about people who comment on my posts and I always visit there blogs in return. One of these people was Hassan, I tried visiting his blog, but I couldn't because I was not allowed to access it. So if you are reading this post Hassan, I would really love to visit your blog sometime!

The other person was Anonymous. He/she didn't even mention his/her name, but he/she asked me if I use any sort of IM or something, well, if he/she is reading this, add me up on Facebook, I have the badge posted on the side bar of my blog!

Anyway, I have a major test coming up and I have to study a lot for it, I have to work for my project and I have to work for my final exams. I have school tomorrow and it's ten.

For those who found the post boring, I'll try to post something better next time. :)

10/10 on the weirdest day scale!

26th July 2009

Okay...Since the clock struck 12 last night to welcome the 26th of July 2009, things have been absolutely topsy-turvy for me! I mean, it seems as if everything decided to attack me all at once!!! Like the D-day back in World War II when everybody decided to attack Germany and Hitler committed a suicide. Well I actually didn't commit a suicide but by the of day I was sooo damn tingly, that my insides felt like a gelatin!

It started when a school friend, Marium, who is two year junior to me appeared online! And then we started talking about really stupid stuff!!! Stuff I usually don't talk about..but my heart went like, "Come on Khulud, you don't have to be serious all the time" So I dropped the serious act and joined in the fun!! We talked through the night, until 6 in the morning. What we actually did: made stupid pairs of people who don’t even know each other and laughed like hell! Mariam made my day! (Do tell me if you want to read the chat, I’ll post it, it’s saved!!!)

The next morning near nine my mom dragged me back from my mere nothingness filled with mismatched images I call my dreams, to say my goodbyes to a cousin and her daughter who were leaving for Riyadh. Dangling between consciousness and unconsciousness I said my goodbyes and then flung my self again to the bed! This time my nothingness was filled with images of my cousin’s daughter, my baby: Hiba who is really going to be missed!

Finally when I came back to my real world, I was informed that we are going to the beach with the maternal side of my family! What was about to come my way? I had no idea!

The beach

So after spending almost two hours in the car we finally reached the beach, which wasn’t exactly what I had imagined… Okay I’ll come around again, it was nothing like what I had expected! I was expecting a calm quiet beach with no one around and a totally awesome beach house with a great view!

What I got was an overly populated beach, with loads and loads of people. No hut, but a room which did have a good view. But I didn’t want this view, with the beach packed with people! I didn’t even step in the water… I didn’t want to act all stuck up or anything but I just couldn’t make myself in the pool of those people.

The populated beach!

So all I did was kept roaming around on the cliff above, took some pictures and had a whole lot of time to think and sort things out! What did I sort out in the end…that I can’t help being mean and stuck up and I discriminate people! Why did I figure that out: ‘cos I considered myself in another such people where the beach would be crowded but with good classy people not such people and then I would have been soaked in the sea water!

And I absolutely hated myself for that! I hated myself for liking people because of their class!! I think I suck!!! L

Time after coming from the picnic:

Okay so once I was back I prayed my maghrib (the evening muslim prayer) and went online in Facebook. That’s when one of my friends played an awfully stupid joke on me putting me in the most awkward situation ever! Oooooh my god I was sooo freaked out!!! I didn’t know what to do or say!!!! UHHH!!! I am soo glad that was a joke!!!! But then again, I hate my friend for putting that thing into my mind… ‘cos my mind is like a maze, things go in and never come out!

By the end of the day I was happy about one thing though: My maternal uncle is getting me an iPhone!!! YIPPEEE!